November 2015 (dedicated to RT)
The energy of life..
Sun where are you…
Searching for you in the grey sky..
hoping to see a glimp…
Sun where are you..
searching for you in the darkest corners of life..
Hoping to see your bright warm glow appear…
Sun where are you…
Dont hide any longer .. show your face..
Please warm my body, my heart..
let me see the light at the end of the tunnel
let me say…
SUN THERE YOU ARE….
(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 3)
October 2016 (Dedicated to DS )
I build my world around you, when i felt your tender care
I build my world around you when your soul connected mine
I build my world around.you when our chemistry touched the sky
My heart filled with admiration
My heart filled with loyality and comittement
My heart full of devotion
My heart so completely yours
I build my world around you when you suddenly turned your back
I build my world around you when you cruelly denied all my emotions
I build my world around you, when you cowardly run away
I even build my world around you when your love turned into hate
I pick up the pieces of my scarved heart
I pick up my broken selfconfidence
I pick up slowely my will to live
I pick up my smile, although still fake
Now i build my world around the good things that arrives
I build my world on the ruines of my heart
I build my world a garden full of love
A lifetime to last in the arms of the man that ever will fix my heart
(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 4)
Empathy (Dedicated to all the selfish souls )
Did you ever looked into someones eyes, really looked?
Did you ever wondered why, really wondered why?
Did you ever realized what is behind someones smile, really realized?
When you really looked you could see the tear in the corner of the eye
when you really wondered,you would not have judged
when you really realized, you could see the despair.
do not look… feel instead
do not wonder…ask instead
do not only realize…. act.instead
Life…. ( the reason for living according Sabine….no not monty python part 5)
Life is about trust
Life is about respect
Life is about happiness
Life is about development
Life is about sharing
Life is about Love….
How much one can trust when you get betrayed
How much one can respect when you are treated disrespectful
How much one can be happy when the tears are streaming
How much one can develop when there is no money
How much one can share when you feel all alone
How much one can love in a world full of hate
Happiness is to find within you
Development start by knowing yourself
Share your feelings with the world
Love first yourself before you love anyone else
The world is a cirkel… everything comes back to you
be happy now
My grandmother ones said….
Live now, be happy now, love now
Release your heart!
Make sure your path of life is not covered with hundred and one minor concerns.
Do not forget that each day is given to you as an eternity to be happy…
Dedicated to my love Yishai A.
As a gift you came into my life…
Your first visit to europe
Your amazing smile…
Your struggles with life
As a child so happy we did connect
My first experience with religious Jewish life
My heart so full of love
My struggles with life
As teenagers we explored eachother
Our first steps into a real relationship
Our laughs and tears
Our struggle to become full circle
Miles aparts with few connection
Will our love survive the distance
Will our dream succeed
Will our struggle not be invaine
We both tried to be as good as can be
Hashem will you keep our love
Hashem will you help us with our dream
Hashem let us …him and me succeed
Januari 2018 (Dedicated to my love Yishai)
You… So big, so powerful, so small, so weak, so all..
You… A life that was a struggle from the start…
You… Thousands of barriers on your way
You… Grew up in the land protected by Hashem
You… Together very close with family…yet alone
You… a man, stuggeling alone, a smile on your face a tear in your heart
You… the wisdom deep inside you, inspired by Torah…hidden by You..
You… run away to me… a strange country, a different culture, a new vision
You… suddenly you opened your secrets and let it out..
You… so small, so weak, yet so big , so powerful
You… give inspiration, alone without family around but together with us
You… struggle with us, a tear on your face, a smile in your heart.
You… you contribute to the world, to me, to us, to yourself, to Hashem…
Me… so proud of you, so much love for you
March 2018 (Dedicated to Yishai Arazi)
You captured my soul with your “honest” words
You captured my heart with your amazing smile
You captured me, totally and without doubts
Every cloud in the air I blew away, not wanting to loose my dreams
Every doubt I reasoned aways… not wanting to loose my trust
Every humiliation I laughed about, not wanting to see the truth
Denying my love for you is betrayal
You desire to change me is betrayal
Your Humiliation of me is betrayal
Your honest words were only lies
Your amazing smile was only fake
Your love did never excist
My soul is strong
My dreams are big
My capability to love only grew
At the end you betrayed your own soul
At the end your tears will flow
At the end you only loose