October 2016 (Dedicated to DS )
I build my world around you, when i felt your tender care
I build my world around you when your soul connected mine
I build my world around.you when our chemistry touched the sky
My heart filled with admiration
My heart filled with loyality and comittement
My heart full of devotion
My heart so completely yours
I build my world around you when you suddenly turned your back
I build my world around you when you cruelly denied all my emotions
I build my world around you, when you cowardly run away
I even build my world around you when your love turned into hate
I pick up the pieces of my scarved heart
I pick up my broken selfconfidence
I pick up slowely my will to live
I pick up my smile, although still fake
Now i build my world around the good things that arrives
I build my world on the ruines of my heart
I build my world a garden full of love
A lifetime to last in the arms of the man that ever will fix my heart
(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 4)