The meaning of life according Sabine


Specially in sad periods of times, with lost dreams, lost futures, lost hopes i  need to write my emotions down.. i collect them here on this page .. sometimes you can  click on a date and you will hear the suitable song for  that period in life.. enjoy..


June 2015  Martyrs (click here)

March 2018 (Dedicated to Yishai Arazi)


You captured my soul with your “honest” words
You captured my heart with your amazing smile
You captured me, totally and without doubts

Every cloud in the air I blew away, not wanting to loose my dreams
Every doubt I reasoned aways… not wanting to loose my trust
Every humiliation I laughed about, not wanting to see the truth

Denying my love for you is betrayal
You desire to change me is betrayal
Your Humiliation of me is betrayal

Your honest words were only lies
Your amazing smile was only fake
Your love did never excist

My soul is strong
My dreams are big
My capability to love only grew

At the end you betrayed your own soul
At the end your tears will flow
At the end you only loose


Januari 2018  (Dedicated to my love Yishai)

You… So big, so powerful, so small, so weak, so all..
You… A life that was a struggle from the start…
You… Thousands of barriers on your way
You… Grew up in the land protected by Hashem
You… Together very close with family…yet alone
You… a man, stuggeling alone, a smile on your face a tear in your heart
You… the wisdom deep inside you, inspired by Torah…hidden by You..
You… run away to me… a strange country, a different culture, a new vision
You… suddenly you opened your secrets and let it out..
You… so small, so weak, yet so big , so powerful
You… give inspiration, alone without family around but together with us
You… struggle with us, a tear on your face, a smile in your heart.
You… you contribute to the world, to me, to us, to yourself, to Hashem…
Me… so proud of you, so much love for you


Oktober 2017

Dedicated to my love Yishai A.

As a gift you came into my life…
Your first visit to europe
Your amazing smile…
Your struggles with life

As a child so happy we did connect
My first experience with religious Jewish life
My heart so full of love
My struggles with life

As teenagers we explored eachother
Our first steps into a real relationship
Our laughs and tears
Our struggle to become full circle

Miles aparts with few connection
Will our love survive the distance
Will our dream succeed
Will our struggle not be invaine

We both tried to be as good as can be
Hashem will you keep our love
Hashem will you help us with our dream
Hashem let us …him and me succeed

June 2017

Life…. ( the reason for living according Sabine….no not monty python part 5)

Life is about trust
Life is about respect
Life is about happiness
Life is about development
Life is about sharing
Life is about Love….

How much one can trust when you get betrayed
How much one can respect when you are treated disrespectful
How much one can be happy when the tears are streaming
How much one can develop when there is no money
How much one can share when you feel all alone
How much one can love in a world full of hate

Trust yourself
Respect yourself
Happiness is to find within you
Development start by knowing yourself
Share your feelings with the world
Love first yourself before you love anyone else

The world is a cirkel… everything comes back to you
Trust now
Respect now
be happy now
develop now
share now
Love now

My grandmother ones said….

Live now, be happy now, love now
Release your heart!
Make sure your path of life is not covered with hundred and one minor concerns.
Do not forget that each day is given to you as an eternity to be happy…


January 2017

Empathy  (Dedicated to all the selfish souls )

Did you ever looked into someones eyes, really looked?
Did you ever wondered why, really wondered why?
Did you ever realized what is behind someones smile, really realized?
When you really looked you could see the tear in the corner of the eye
when you really wondered,you would not have judged
when you really realized, you could see the despair.
do not look… feel instead
do not wonder…ask instead
do not only realize…. act.instead


October 2016 (Dedicated to DS )

I build my world around you, when i felt your tender care
I build my world around you when your soul connected mine
I build my world around.you when our chemistry touched the sky

My heart filled with admiration
My heart filled with loyality and comittement
My heart full of devotion
My heart so completely yours

I build my world around you when you suddenly turned your back
I build my world around you when you cruelly denied all my emotions
I build my world around you, when you cowardly run away
I even build my world around you when your love turned into hate

I pick up the pieces of my scarved heart
I pick up my broken selfconfidence
I pick up slowely my will to live
I pick up my smile, although still fake

Now i build my world around the good things that arrives
I build my world on the ruines of my heart
I build my world a garden full of love
A lifetime to last in the arms of the man that ever will fix my heart

(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 4)

November 2015 (dedicated to RT)

The energy of life..

Sun where are you…
Searching for you in the grey sky..
hoping to see a glimp…
Sun where are you..
searching for you in the darkest corners of life..
Hoping to see your bright warm glow appear…
Sun where are you…
Dont hide any longer .. show your face..
Please warm my body, my heart..
let me see the light at the end of the tunnel
let me say…

(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 3)

september 2010


Untouchable i am…
A lifetime of deep pain, a lifetime of happiness,
a lifetime of experience,

Untouchable i am.
Young enough to give my heart to the one that really deserves it, old enough to see who is worth it.
Untouchable i am.
No need to fight for the one i love, if he is true he will show, if he is not true, i just let go
A lifetime in the past where i was vulnerable, a full box of precious knowledge.
Untouchable i am
Smiling at the fools that have no ideas of my plans.. smiling of the girl that thinks she got it all
Years has gone bye and learned me the true value of life….
To be untouchable for the scum of the earth
touchable for the ones i love..

touchable for Him.. Never thought i would feel so much for him…Untouchabletouchable for the cheater and the fool..

(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 2)

february 2010

The meaning of Life.. according to sabine ( noo not montypyton)

The meaning of life, the only thing that matters
Love.. just one simple word Love..
The thing that keeps you  going, the  motor of your soul
Love.. just one simple word Love..
Meeting someone, talking to him, like him, admire him.. and fall…
Love..just one simple word Love..
Being someone really special, different as all the others for the lucky one
Love.. just one simple word love..
Naieve, ignorant, blind?  Is it blind?
Love.. just one simple word love..
Why love does not know timing..
Love..just one simple word..love..
For me.. the world.. my life.. my everything.. for the other just an option
Love..just one simple word.. Love.
Unique this word.. unique it must be for Him and for me..
Love.. just one simple word…Love.
Centre of my Universe..the man I love
Love.. just one simple word.. love..
Centre of my universe.. If i am not unique for him ..Than love Is PAIN

(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life part 1 )

Year unknown

LIfe… (dedicated to RL)

Precious life..
What is life without you?
Just a heartbeat or electric signal in the brain…
Precious life..
What is life without you?
Without happiness, without passion, without love..
Without you??
Precious life..precious love…
Precious YOU

Year 2009

My rollercoaster life

No more troubles, no more worries in my rollercoaster life
Be able to see a littly butterfly happy in the sky,
Smoothly driven by the wind
No more trouble, no more worries in my rollercoaster life
Look into the eyes of the one you love.. always full
Of confidence and trust.. calm, easy and so relaxed..
My rollercoaster life, full of  sadness and pain..
Heart broken by lost loves.. dissapointements and fears..
My rollercoaster life, full of exitement and joy..
I live and i am proud, my heart is still able to love..
My mind still able to think..
No more worries, no more troubles..no more..
I love my rollercoaster life

(by: Sabine Sterk the meaning of life  )